Ryan russell. Getty / Tom SzcisterBowski  NFL's first public bite Ryan Russell said he felt "selfish" came out because he didn't want to "distract" his team.
Russell, who is currently a free agent, with Dallas Cowboy, Tampawan Pirates and Buffalo, with a spell, and has a bisexual in 2019, while lacking shoulder injury.  
In accepting interviews, this week, this 29-year-old child said that he used to realize his sexual orientation, but decided to keep hidden.  "I finally in a place I can provide for my mother, who sacrificed so much for me," Russell said, "football and religion" are important.
"It feels almost selfish. I think," I don't want to distract with my team, I don't want to endanger our success in the scene, and my personal success or financial situation.  "I just want to think about what I want to lose. I will never think of something you want to get.
 Although he was taken by the next bill, he was released after a month later
"My whole identity is based on football ♪? I don't know if I play again, "he said." I need to find happiness? Who are I and my work?  "This started my self-love and self-acceptance journey."
 
 Russell now said he hopes He is inspired by others by participating in the next step and become the first public gay or bisexual NFL player in a regular season game. "This is terrible, daunting, but I have to continue," he said. "I want to be the first, but will never be the last one."