Matthew killed by a policeman on March 1, 2002. Debi, Matthew Mom  Debi believed that her son Matthew never recovered from his childhood trauma.
In the past ten years of death in 2002, the Matthew and his brother have been subjected to her father's repetitive abuse.  
After the mother figured out what happened, it continued to affect their behavior and mental health, and they left the situation.  "When my big son is 7, I left 7. I think this will affect them in their rest," Debi said. "My young son has some difficulties."
 March 2002, Matthew, 19 years old, lived with his mother in Florida, and plans to enter the university next semester. His mother said, he wants to conduct a professional in computer science and ceramics.
 During the difficult extension with Matthew, Demodes also had a diploma in her tennis club. She hesitated, but he was told that she would be driven out of the team, if she missed another meeting.
Debi said that she returned to the floor to find Matthew. He seems to have been drinking.  "I put him in bed, realize that he has been inach from dangerous. So I tried to let him get up and do something he should do," Demai said. He was angry, he hit me on the cheek of Ush.
 I realized that she would need some help, Debi called 911.
"When I did this, he threw it. Mobile phone. I went outside and ran into the house of the neighbor.  
The alarm office told reporters when the deputy was stopped at the traffic. It said that Matthew left his car and cut off his deputy with a sword.  Deputy told Matthew to throw his sword Many times. Deputy said that he burned his weapon because he worried about his life.
"Obviously he has a sword with him, the police have kill him six times, kill him, kill it. He, I may be the W Iris six seconds, "Debi told inside.  
The independent Florida crocodile reported that Matthew said that in herBefore 911, he also said that he also threatened her sword.  Debi requires only her first privacy of her first son who protects her surviving. The insider confirmed her identity and reviewed the news report from the times.
After her son was killed, the life of Debi no longer believed that the authorities .
 The news network picks up the story of Matthew, and Debi began to be recognized in the grocery store. Even if she is two weeks, I tried back to the doctor, anyone is talking.
"They are very good. They brought gifts. But I need to escape it. Debi said, this is too painful." I really want to die. I hope I can die. " Her son's killing left her paranoia, afraid of their safety, did not trust the police.
" I believe them. I thought I was a single mother raised my two sons ♥ son. If she saw a police cruiser, she felt the edge and unsafe.  Always paying attention to her son's mental health. When he was killed, he was intoxicated. Although he has never been officially diagnosed with material use obstacles, research shows that you can often happen to mental health issues? It may even be more frequent in young people and people who experience childhood trauma. Both can lead to major changes in behavior and thinking.
Debi tried to stay in Gainesville.  "" I tried to stay in the whole year. They say that you should have a huge decision before you do. I bought a house there, I plan to spend my life there, but I can't stay, "Demi told inside." I entered it six months, "I said," I am crazy, I have to leave here. " "
 Demo moved to Virginia, from her, and her mother moved in a few hours.
She studied all kinds of religions and tried to find something right.  
Then she wrote a novel, hesitating the police based on her son's death.  "I hope that others know that before you call, can you kill people?" "She said." If not, then you need to find another solution. "
 From there, she has been doing any she can avoid her sadness.
" I built a house. Then I built an office building "I just have been building something. I have a dog. I want to holdThere is another baby, but this may not happen.  "I just continued such a run until I finally stopped and a little ran backwards."
 in 2012, although Debi and her eldest son in Nice vacation, France, her I have told her that he may not have children. I heard a smashing her. In her mind, she has been waiting for grandson to be happy again.
"I woke up every day in 10 years, because I still breathe, I am sad," Debi told inside. "After that, I said I need to plan some different lives, not waiting for my grandson, because this will only happen."  
She sold her office, occupying medical director in North Carolina A hospital in state. A few years later, she moved to Nashville. Then she settled in Phoenix, she lived there now.  "My son tried to let me go out for 13 years. I now understand why," she told inside. "It looks so different, just like a different planet, I think this is very simple, I can build a different life, stay away from all life."
She worried her surviving son, he married and succeeded but still performance Signs of pain, she said.  "Overall, he is like me. He is working, it seems to be very good. But he didn't have children, I think this may be abuse. Maybe this is because Matthew," Debi said.
"We both look like we have good working, but it may not be very thinking when you look away. No one is alcoholic. No one is a drug addict. But there may be no in social situation. We haven't experienced this.  Debi said, Debi said, she still uncomfortable police. The departments of the sheriff found that Matthew's killing proved to be reasonable, the deputy tricks followed the policy. One The big jury cleared the policy. Local news reports that any penaltime who is wrong.
 But Matthew proposed a question about helping him in the community without using deadly power. Some people Telling local newspapers, if it is them, they will stay in their car. One person pointed out that there is no gun in Matthew, there is no danger to other drivers, and the deputy will have a lot of protection backups.
 Deputy hand They say that there are other options.
 Speaking of the alarm officeShow with the requirements of Insider, he will link with the vision of the shot. Departers did not return a call to seek comments.
Debi said, Debi said that she was angry about this year's official, and she was taken in the paid vacation in civilians and killing their officials; she is equivalent to give them a "holiday"  
"" My idea is to kill someone, then get a holiday for the policy, "I need to change things," she said. "The policy we should not speak in the work process can kill someone. "
The police barbaric behavior now gave her hope on the national stage. Debbie is considering writing a book, this time is a book of a non-novel. " I think this The story needs to come there, because you need to stop and think: These people call 911 when they come to you, they may not be your solution, "she said." They may be your worst nightmare. "
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