On February 28, 2006, Eric James Andrew was dunk by the police. Holly Rick  Eric James Andrews graduated from the Denikla team in California.
Andrews, 18 years old, plan to follow his mother, Holly Fatton's path, he is looking for computer scientific degrees. They will complete the plan together.  
But their dreams will never have results. On February 28, 2006, Andrew was shot from the policeman who was shot down, known as letting him free from its own suicide thoughts.  "He needs help, they kill him. I will never regret 911. Always," Regelon recently told insider from Oregon. "My life has changed completely. I have a job. I have a health problem. This is not very good."
When she listened to the story of the Daniel Ceremony of New York Buffet - she immediately returned to her son to be killed. Month.  
In that winter, Andrews spent the difficult time with his parents' divorce, France just moved in with her boyfriend.  Andrews founded the role, France is working hard to clarify how his behavior.
 About the previous month before he died, Andrews was pulled in his neighbors U-TROWS. His mother told the official, she is in the goal of wisdom, his behavior has become unbearable.
After this, she asked her son to not be committed to behavioral hygiene facilities. She said that he was held for about two weeks.  "I thought this was a good time to teach him a course." Ruitton told insider. "This is a stupid thing for me, but I feel frustrated and frustrated with my son, he goes . "
'What happened? When he released a gun from the facilities, they used guns, Andrew and his girlfriend lived in a nearby apartment. He rebounded between two home.  
On Morni on February 28, Ng, Fallon and her mother's mother in her apartment.  Then she received the phone from Jessica, they told her, Andrews refused to leave Her apartment and holding himself, threatening to kill himself.
"She called me, saying that he won't leave. She is crying, screaming, saying that he will not go, "ReParon said.  
Preshon is immediately called 911.  In the call obtained by Insider, REGRON is calmly explained to the dispatcher, her son has the history of mental health, there is no Take his drug. She gave the DISPATCHER JESSICA phone number and jumped to the car to her apartment.
[1 "I think," Holy shit happened, what happened? They ran there with a gun. I didn't get it. "
She said she ran through the officer and asked what happened, but they pushed her back.  The apartment from Jessica took a knife, she said Andrews threatened to hurt themselves, Ruitton said.
"I" My mother. I'll call you. what happened? "She remembers calling." You don't understand. I'll call you. Why is your gun painted? "
shouting, then a short silence, Ryton said. " I heard two shots. This is everything in half minutes, "she said." After I kneel down. I know they filmed my son. "
After shooting, officials approached her but won't tell her what happened. She questioned her son and shielded her from emergency respondents, took him away with a columb.  "They didn't tell me that he was shot or how bad it was. They just made me and my son's girlfriend, "she said.
 Final, Fallon's boyfriend persuaded that the officer left to leave with her son. When she is sitting in family members In the waiting room, the police will gather near the police.
"Finally, one of the detectives in front of me. He said, "What can I say, he didn't succeed 'and then left," Fallon recalls. "I just watched him, I believe I almost fainted."  
Andrews loved technology and plan to study computer SCI his mother graduated from high school after graduation, his mother said. Holly Fallon  'I am a killer? Do I still mother? "
The police department of the river is later said that Andrew is holding a knife in his hand and shooting at the officials.Drews secretary officials in the chest.  
 To today, Furnon did not believe that her son would threaten threaten officers.
The Temecula Police Department did not immediately reply to the review request for the case.  Ruitton said she learned that there was an important knife injury on her son. She said she thought he did not intend to hurt himself.
However, regardless of Andrews or intended, the situation is very serious. Fallon is called 911 in the jumping. She said, the police will be able to treat him for health treatment. She didn't imagine it will end in his death.  
France tried to rebuild her life and forgive himself. She said she has already went to consult and with other mothers lost their children in the police.  But whenever she began to feel happiness, she was almost immediately in a sense of guilt, her identity made her identity. .
"I am the reason why he is dead now? Is I killer? I am still a mother? I should continue to develop and be happy, do these things, or I should fall into a difficult situation?" Ruitton said. "This is a unique torture."  
"I know this is not my fault in my mind, but it constantly discovers its way in these small corners and gaps in my life. "I am constantly blaming yourself. "The police's narrative.  Fallon said she supports any movement of black life and reform police. But as a white mother, she is not suitable. She is strange whether her son's story is discussing the brutal and reform of the police There is a place.
"I just don't know what I fit," she said.  
Alexander Cai, Massachusetts General Hospital's psychiatrists and researchers told the inside, because parents like to leave unique The sense of guilt.  "Sadness is normal. They not only lost a person who loves Cai said that they are also gay, even their responsibility, "Cai said." The key is how you start to rebuild your life and rebuild your narrative around what happened. This way you can pity yourself and have a life worth life?
Cai Cai said that the mental health experts who see patients who experience this trauma will evaluate them to them.A cognitive prejudice of a control of the control. They will come from head to tail, trying to determine what may be different.  "In almost all cases," Cai said, "Not what you can do.
Tsai said, stems give them only a bad choice. "
in the system The gap is because the system failed, "he continued." We did not operate in this country's mental health treatment or material treatment. Telephone involving mental health. These programs such as Eugene, Oregon, now replicated in cities such as New York and Los Angeles.  In these communities, when a family member comes from a person with mental illness with mental illness, a clinician with an acute and upgrade and identifying signs and acute poisoning can respond - or sometimes It is law enforcement.
 This procedure means helping to protect the tragedy of the family to lose their loved ones. They also aim to reduce the role of law enforcement personnel, often leaving sadness and guilt after they drive triggers in the crisis.
"Yes, we really need more training, but Cai said that we still need a system that is responsible for the responsible police, so it will not be responsible." "So we have a more operation System, not every decision is a bad choice. "
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